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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
5:35 pm

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5:05 pm
Frank sat down to his journal and started to write.

Since Alice has left the house I've been feeling alone and useless, Mum has decided to take on all the responsibilities of the house and won't let me help with anything which in turn makes me feel bad for laying about the house and garden the way I do. I've seen my brothers a few times but they've got their own adult lives to deal with....nothing to do with their stupid little brother. I am waiting to hear from Alice....she hasn't said a word since she left. Its beginning to scare me. Expecially with the attack. I'm going to send a letter now.

Owl to AliceCollapse )

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Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
9:43 pm
Frank paced in front of the fireplace in the kitchen beginning to feel nervous. Though it was only two in the morning, he still felt the framiliar jump in his stomach when he thought of Alice. But this time she was coming to his house. Frank began to tidy up the kitchen, doing dishes, refolding napkins and polishing the silver. He still had four hours until she even woke up to get to the house. Of course they were using the floo network since Alice lived so far away.

They hadn't seen each other in two weeks and Frank was sure the letters weren't enough for her because they weren't enough for him. It seemed odd to have his other half missing from his life. Because that is what she had been these past few months; his other half. They had become so close....and Frank had made such an ass of himself the last few of them. Smoking in front of her and he was so distant from her. Frank had analyzed his feelings these past two weeks and he knew how he felt....he had been a dick only because he was afraid to lose her this summer. Now thinking of that made Frank doubt her feelings....what if she met some bloke in those two weeks....what if she was going to dump him the moment she got here?

Frank sat down in a daze. He fell asleep at the kitchen table still thinking of the what if's.

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Sunday, May 28th, 2006
9:13 am - Ok, I'll explain.....new job....and then I got really really sick. I'm sorry. Open to anyone!!
Frank sat alone at the Gryffindor table feeling as though he was invisible. Lately he had taken to being alone....Alice of course he had seen as often as he would allow himself. Frank was really becoming much of a loner and he wasn't sure if that was a bad thing or not. He rather liked being ignored sometimes. It gave him the freedom to move about the castle without being noticed. But maybe he was torturing himself for being such an ass lately....expecially with Alice. How could she still love him after all of this? Frank wasn't sure exactly. Frank took a bite of his eggs and they tasted like he was feeling; steely. He sort of wished that someone would come to his rescue....but who?

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Thursday, May 4th, 2006
11:30 pm - Open to anyone who wants to come and play!!
Frank felt particularly bored as he sat in the corner of the library. Alice still seemed a bit miffed about the earlier insident....he knew he said some stupid things to her and felt pretty embarassed about saying them. If only she hadn't caught him, its not like he was some pothead or something....just once and a while. Just once every few months....that wasn't terribly bad. And so what? Well for starters... what if Alice dumped him because of it? What if his life as an auror was ruined because Alice went and tattled....not that she would. Frank knew he was an idiot for resorting to his old ways and he had vowed to stop it...and stop it because Alice didn't like it.

Frank cast a cold flame spell upon his hand and played with the flames that danced in his palm. The first years looked at him in awe, which amused Frank. He liked being a bit of center of attention.

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Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
12:29 am - Secrets
10 Secrets Frank Longbottom will never tell anybody.Collapse )

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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
11:00 pm - Open to anyone.
Frank mulled around the greens in a happy sort of daze. It was spring and spring always brought Frank a lot of happiness. The bees buzzing, the flowers blooming, the birds nesting, the centaurs centauring. It was nice, sometimes a bit sickening with the seventh years acting like it was the last moment to get a shag in before life hit.... But Frank was still feeling high in spirits. Almost felt like doing a prank...but couldn't find anyone interesting around to prank.

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Monday, April 3rd, 2006
9:45 pm
Frank sat in the common room and smiled. It was a Hogsmeade weekend and he was waiting for Alice to come down so that they could be off. He had some plans he hoped that she would go along with. He didn't want to be one of those stupid romantics and go to Madame Puddifoot's. He wanted to have a day or night that they would remember for the rest of their lives.

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Thursday, March 30th, 2006
4:18 pm - (I'm back)
Frank walked down the corridor and into an abandoned classroom. He sat down at one of the desks and looked up at the blackboard. He then got up and wrote something on the board and just as soon as it was down, he erased it. Frank started to pace the room. He didn't want to think about this but it was true. Frank then sat down on the professor's table and scratched his head. The blackboard stared blankly back at him.

Frank was in a slump.

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Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
8:22 am
I am becoming increasingly bored with my studies. Which is not like me. I think Alice has taken over my brain. Is that bad?

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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
11:34 pm - Journal Entry.
I've been feeling quite odd lately. You know that saying where when one part of your life begins to look up, the other goes terribly shitty? Well stuff with Alice has been going well. Really well in fact. I just feel that life has gone shitty in other parts. Mother hasn't mailed for about a month, Kingsley has been quite.....away, and in general I've been feeling that I'm not focusing on everything in my life....just one thing. And not to say thats bad, its just that its taking away from other activities. Don't get me wrong, being with Alice is amazing. I don't want to spend one minute away from her if I can help it. But really....am I spending too much time with her? I just really like being with her. But can it be too much, too soon? Is that possible?

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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
6:18 pm
Private to KingsleyCollapse )

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Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
1:00 am
Owl to AliceCollapse )

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Sunday, February 5th, 2006
9:09 pm
Frank came down the stairs from his dormitory. He was dressed in navy blue pajamas and a robe that wasn't tied in the front. He couldn't sleep and figured that a good read by the fire might do him some good. He wasn't studying, mearly reading The Picture of Dorian Grey. It was one of his favorites. Frank went over to the couch by the fire and was about to sit down when he realized there was a body there. He examined the body with the intent of waking it up. He was shocked to realize it was Alice sitting laying there fast asleep. He watched her for some time, her chest rising and falling as she breathed through a dream. He found it stunning but he began to worry for her neck which was in an odd position. Frank kissed her cheek and then her lips and then her forehead. He made butterfly kisses all over her face trying to make her wake up.

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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
12:03 am
Frank had made the arrangements a few hours before. He had set up everything....though he was still dissapointed with the way some of it looked, he felt that at least he had tried. Frank emerged from the passage by the library and leaned against the stone waiting for Alice.

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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
11:25 pm
Private Owl to AliceCollapse )

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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
8:01 pm

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Saturday, January 28th, 2006
8:23 am
Frank lay his whole body over the couch next to the fire in the common room. It was late but he didn't feel like moving up to the dormitory. He watched the flames as they flickered about the logs. He couldn't stop thinking of how he'd kissed Alice. What had made him do that? Since then he couldn't walk by her without smiling happily at her. But he hadn't been able to make much sense either, Frank was nervous as hell around her. He didn't want to act it but every time I wanted to talk to her he found himself speaking a kind of gibberish. He also quite often made an ass out of himself, fell down a few flights of stairs when he'd seen her coming and also spilled hot chocolate on himself one night at supper. All in all, he felt like an idiot. Frank fell into a light sleep, dreaming about how life could be with Alice, dreaming of kissing her again.

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Thursday, January 26th, 2006
11:20 pm
Frank walked down the hallway feeling sort of lost. He wanted to do something but didn't know what. He suddenly decided to make his way down the hall to go to the library. Frank turned down the stairs and hopped a few steps then slid down the railing....BAM!! He fell off of the railing and into the stone wall.


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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
10:31 pm - Journal.
I had an interesting encounter with Alice a few days ago. Her mother was ill and...she was a mess. I did what I could but I felt sort of awkward. I told her to send word on developments in her mother's condition. I got a letter today from her that stated that her mother passed away. And now I can't stop thinking of Alice. I can't stop thinking about what I could do to somehow ease her pain. But how does one do that? Her mother died. Its not like I can raise her from the dead, can I? So what am I supposed to do? Hold her hand? Hug her? Talk to her? And if I do talk to her will I say the right things? I will do what I can to help her, its my duty as a Gryffindor to help her. But what if I do something wrong, I don't want to make her feel worse....

The game is coming up soon. I'm excited about it. And we will win!

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